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Name: Jamie
Gender: Female


Interests: Colorguard, dancing, football, reading, art, children, teaching, drawing, living each day to it's fullest, watching the leaves fall off the trees in the fall, feeling the sun on my face, the ocean, New York, birds, the little things that make life so much happier...
Expertise: Well, I wouldn't say I'm an expert at anything...I believe that we are always changing and trying to find ways to do things that best suit who we are as individuals...we should always strive to be our best and find joy in what we do....I find great joy in other's people's successes...it makes my heart soar to know that I had a hand in teaching someone that they have never done before...the look of a child's face when they finally get something...the excitement in their voice when they've discovered something new all on their own...I guess you could say I'm an expert at passion....
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education


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Member Since: 10/2/2006

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

If my life was a movie....
Put your iPod on shuffle and write down the song that is playing for each category

Opening Credits: How to Save a Life - The Fray


Waking Up: Boston - Augustana

First Day At School: Light My Fire - The Doors

Falling In Love: Brace Yourself (acoustic version) - Howie Day

Fight Song: The Road - Matt Costa

Breaking Up: No Bravery - James Blunt

Prom: Sitting, Waiting, Wishing - Jack Johnson

Life's OK: Catch My Disease (Live Version) - Ben Lee

Mental Breakdown: I'm A Bitch - Meredith Brooks

Driving: Don't Stop Believing - Journey

Flashback: Perfect Time of Day - Howie Day

Getting Back Together: Love Is Here - Luscious Jackson

Birth of Child: Acting Like A Fool - Matt Costa

Wedding: Seasons of Love - RENT

Final Battle: Over my Head (Cable Car) - The Fray

Death Scene: Wash Away - Matt Costa

Funeral Song: Shout Out Loud - Amos Lee

End Credits: There's a Girl - The Ditty Bops


.........hmmm.......this is quite fitting..........


Monday, February 26, 2007

Don't stop...believing...

Just when you think the world has finally spun out of orbit and nothing seems to be working...a miracle happens. It's funny because sometimes you don't realize that thing that has been making you the happiest, keeping you going everyday, has always been there, right under your nose. And if you give it a chance and slowly test the waters, it's amazing how comforting it can be. I'm excited to see just how deep these new waters can reach...

On another note, I think I've discovered something that I can finally believe in...eastern medicine. Yes, kind of out of left field, but sometimes that's the best way to find what you're looking for...to look at things that you would never consider. I saw acupuncture this weekend and I really, truly believe that we have energy interconnected throughout our body and that our "chi" needs to be taken care of...it's fascinating and a xanga entry cannot do it justice...but I believe in the healing powers of the natural world and I think I can really get into the whole herbal thing....hey, it may be all psychological and placebo-effecty, but to me, so is praying for healing....both are natural and take believing in....I just chose to believe in something from the Earth, instead of my mind....

My sweet rose
As the two of us change
I want you to know that nothing stays the same
But you and I, we will remain
My rose, remember my rose


Sunday, February 18, 2007

Running on a tread-mill...and getting nowhere...

I feel as though this past week that I'm running as fast as I can and seem to be getting nowhere. It's like treading water...I'm frantically trying to stay afloat but I'm tiring easily and not getting to shore. I know that I will get there eventually and everything will be just fine, but I just can't seem to find the strength to push on....ARUGH!

Did I get anything accomplished this weekend....no. Blah....well, it's more important to go home and spend time with my mom...I'll just do everything tomorrow. Joy.

The phrase "so much to do...so little time" really applies right now....if only I could invent one more day to the week...that would be wonderful....


Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Anything's Possible...

This is the first Valentine's Day that I have been single in almost 6 years....wow. Well, last year I was single, but I went on a date. But this is the first time I'm actually spending it by myself, without having a significant other....and you know what? I LOVE IT!!!! Although I've been touting all week about how much I hate Valentine's Day, it honestly has nothing to do with me being single. I have no animosity towards guys either...I'm no man hater. I've just never liked Valentine's Day...ever since I was little. The colors make me want to puke....honestly that is why I hate Valentine's Day....that and I think that if you do have a significant other, then just because Hallmark decides that you need to get them a card and flowers just to say how much you love them, that is bullshit. Why is it that just because "you have to" express your love today that makes it real? I almost think it's faker then...tell me you love me on everyother day, not just because Hallmark says that we have to do it on February 14th.


Anyways, I'm enjoying spending my night with myself....like Calvin's dad from Calvin and Hobbes would say...it builds character. And I want by character as strong as possible so that someday when I can (puke) share the cards and flowers with someone that I love, that I don't have to feel as if it's contrived and forced....I'll know it's real then....because hopefully, I would have been shown that I'm loved the other 364 days in the year....




Monday, February 12, 2007

Bored...

1. What are your initials?
JLH

2. Name someone who shares your birthday.
Prince Harry, Dan Marino, Agatha Christie


3. Where was your first kiss?
on a playground...near the slide

4. For or against same sex marriage?
For...why wouldn't I be for promoting love?

5. The next place you want to visit.
London

6. Are you bisexual?
No

7. Do you believe in God?
Sometimes...

8. How many U.S states have you been to?
11 New York, Massachussetts, Florida, Tennessee, Texas, New Jersey, South Dakota, Michigan, Wisconsin, Minnesota, Illinois...but I've driven through many more...

9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?
2...I was born in Glen Ellyn, Illinois and I moved to Maple Grove, MN when I was in 3rd grade

10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S?
I might be this June!!!!!

11. Name something you like physically about yourself.
My eyes

12. Something non-physical you like about yourself:
My passion for teaching

13. What’s your moms first name?
Terri

14. What is your dream car?
VW Cabrio convertible....or a ragtop jeep....or a Prius

15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?
London

16. Have you ever had someone of the opposite sex sleep over?



19. How many illegal things have you done?
.........

20. Where would you want to go on a first date?
Somewhere unexpected and unplanned....not the typical dinner and a movie deal...if you really want to win me over, take me to the orchestra or an art museum


22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
Does a stooge task from my junior year count?!?

23. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
No...too cliche

24. Do you like president Bush?
I want to throw up everytime I see him


28. If you could do one thing over again, what would it be?
This year's feature from Saturday night...best high I've ever had in my life


30. What is the craziest thing you have ever done at a party?
We're not gonna talk about that one....

31. Have you ever met someone famous?
Sadly, no....but I will go to Hollywood someday and meet someone cool

32. What is your current favorite song?
"Secret Garden" by Bruce Springsteen (always and forever will be)
"Anything's Possible" by Jonny Lang

33. What was the last movie you watched?
The Weatherman...and I watched it alone....don't ever do that...it's way too depressing

34. Are you happier now than you were this time last year?
A million times happier...I know how to feel the sun warm my face....it took a long time, but I can feel it's warmth

38. I don't see the appeal in ________.
VALENTINE'S DAY

39. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Facial features...and hair...the longer the better!

40. What really turns you on?
Honesty

41. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Summer...Coffee light or caramel light frappuccino
Winter...hot cocoa

42. Say 3 totally random things about yourself.
1. I am terrified of fish
2. My calendar is color coordinated
3. I wish I could teleport


43. Who is your hero?
My mom, of course

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
I was told once that I looked like the brunette lady from Charlie's Angels. And then my wonderful Grandma told me that I looked like Elizabeth Hurley!!!! I WISH!

49. Are you comfortable with your height?
I'm 5"1' and I stand tall

52. Do you speak any other language other than English?
body language

53. The one thing you couldn't live without other than food or water.
my family and friends....and then guard


58. What's something that really annoys you?
lies....false hope....being late....and people that smack their gum

59. What are some things you really like?
dancing, children, laughing, summer, the beach, Diet Coke, Apple Spice beer, hugs, New York, art, talking, books, being a nerd and talking about the world, chocolate, mashed potatoes, walking around campus in the fall, the smell of the coffee shop, the color green, my apartment, being warm, sports bras, stars, New York, shopping, New York, shoes, music, birds, baby animals, pillows, holding hands, randomness, metaphors, did I mention New York?

60. What's the longest car trip you've ever taken?
Well, it was on a coach bus, actually....Minneapolis to Boston and New York...all with swimmer's ear and a huge swollen face....it was the worst moment of my life


61. Can you dance?
Yes!!!!! I dance as though no one is watching

66. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
I dreampt that I was drowning and I literally woke up gasping for air....other than that... swimmer's ear is pretty close.


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